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（建个楼先）想法堆积。·尽管不喜欢他，想写篇关于菊的文。黑暗向。·童话风小镇。 ·长久积压的欲望。冷战组。 ·腐蚀，诗歌，歌词。 ·冷茶。温热的酸奶。无关感情的交往。 错乱。情感冷漠。表演性人格障碍。病理性心境恶劣。思维逻辑性障碍。人格解体。丧失感。联想障碍。原发性妄想。 【…你确定？】 NOIR FILM-All in this disorder. 这个孩子，她有强烈的表达欲望，只是还没找到她的方式。 她把掌心里的照片拿给菲利西亚诺看。 十月十五日,天降大雨。 浇灭了一朵一朵的花。草丛枯黄了，枫叶的尸体落下来掩盖腐坏的菌。 低俗喜剧,缓慢生活,温凉良善与暧暖念思。 “没没……”他最后一个元音还没有念完全，就捂住了自己的嘴。 糟糕，怎么就说出来了呢。 implicited memory fatuous love subconsciousness free-will non-love intimacy passion commitment misattributed arousal fear/doing sports/coffeine => physical arousal which might be considered as love 我的爱，莫要我开口诋毁你的容颜。 “我还是喜欢你。”“用过去时我会吃醋呐混蛋☆” 将自己的世界观倾注其中。 他们在一起快二十年了，他看着他的眼神有时还是会变得陌生，像隔着他看另一个人。他看得很清楚，可是不说，只是偶尔跟他小小吵一架，转过脸来又让全世界目瞪口呆地在光天化日下卿卿我我。 他不喜欢他总是对他笑得空旷而温文尔雅，全然没有那个人笑脸下汹涌的杀机和爱意。 紫色衬衣 自闭+学者综合症 欧风院子/两层书房/落地窗帘始终拉着 手腕 眼神 在外念书的妹妹 拉丁语 一切都只是一场游戏。没有真实可言。 兄妹 旁观者 第一视角叙述 “我已经很久没有观察过别人了。这很不正常。要知道，换做从前，我是常常站在路边看着路人的表情和衣着的，还有他们的动作。对的，一个人走路的动作其实可以暴露很多事情。” -那么你凭什么认为你了解我呢？ -凭我喜欢你啊。 这世界，早已不是你曾识得的模样。 他去了太久，他终于忍不住起身去盥洗室里间找他。有扇门虚掩着，他推开，却被人捂住眼镜拖进去。 “多大了，还玩这么幼稚的游戏。”他笑，下一秒就失去了知觉。 不知道哪儿来的自信，我断定他在我赶到之前肯定吞了半瓶的阿司匹林。 在什么情况下，你会对一个人毫无顾虑地展现出你的无知？ “在我的个性中，一副整合性的心理画卷被撕开，破碎成一小块，一小块，弄得我像一个摇晃不止的汉堡包无止境地分散在宇宙中。”（Mendel,1976） 伯乐尔，人格失去了完整性。 "dont do that john, its a trap can't you see?" the taller one burst. "oh yes,"the doctor responded with no mercy,"of course i know."i just dont wanna see you hurt. 不希望他人对自身做出某些行为，就不要给出他对于所做行为这一刺激的预期反应。当其发觉这一点时，他做出这一行为的动机便不存在了。 梦 双重梦境。或三重。去到的途中，首日夜里，一直以来的臆想。“他说他杀了人。”女仆换过很多。管家？不，他们都是想象出来的，他把他们都赶走了，一个歇斯底里的下午，日光明媚。 在梦里你站在旁观者的角度看着一切发生，你想做些什么来影响他们的行为，却于事无补。这是你一个人的世界，其它人都只是从潜意识里随机组合出的背景。 认知失调是一个心理学上的名词，用来描述在同一时间有着两种相矛盾的想法，因而产生了一种不甚舒适的紧张状态。更精确一点来说，是两种认知中所产生的一种不兼容的知觉，这里的“认知”指的是任何一种知识的型式，包含看法、情绪、信仰，以及行为等。 认知失调的理论表示相冲突的认知是一种原动力，会强迫心灵去寻求或发明新的思想或信仰，或是去修改已在心里存在的信仰，好让认知间相冲突的程度减到最低。已有实验试图去量化此一理论上的趋动力。 no兄妹，姐弟。 姐姐在海外，哥哥在外地。 哥哥是社交天才，但并没有去贵族学校。 梦：第一个在公车上，第二个首日夜里，第三个催眠中，第四个才是本人的（>>>0）。 细节，注意细节。 奇特的个体，并没有受到来自个体周边环境的影响，而是完完全全由来自媒介的知识塑造……不，还有哥哥和姐姐。 他不存在，哥哥姐姐的真实存在性不可考，父母？ 远离的、爱慕（？）的姐姐代表？ 人群中游刃有余的哥哥代表？ 冷漠（但实际上非常爱他）的父母代表？ 母亲？父亲？ 管家？女仆ABC？ 以及“我”？ 为何从第三者视角叙述、或者说，做梦？ “我”为何说“他”已经痊愈而只是装出当前的状态？ 空旷的庭院=？ 丢失钥匙的房间=？ 书房的各种特质。（书的摆放顺序？） 饮水的习惯。（各种习惯？） 窗帘？ -我是个混蛋。 -唷，被你发现了~不过你可以再混蛋点，我不介意喔…… 【He repeats the word “paralysis” to himself… “Paralysis” fills him with dread, but he wishes “to look on its deadly work”.】 【-where were you last night? -that's so long ago, i don't remember. -will i see you tonight? -i never make plans that far ahead.】 现在需要： 姓名：三兄妹，“我”，其父母，管家，女仆，不明女人（……），…… 题目 年龄设定 性格具体设定 外貌设定 癖好设定 …… 住宅具体设定 明确时间点 危险总是在那里，你警惕或是不警惕，该找上你的总会找到你。 电梯顶部的危险 “我”吸烟。 *** 正直的摘抄。How will you use your gifts? What choices will you make?Will inertia be your guide, or will you follow your passions? Will you follow dogma, or will you be oringinal? Will you choose a life of ease, or a life of service and adventure? Will you wilt under criticism, or will you follow your convictions? Will you bluff it out when you're wrong, or will you apologize? Will you guard your heart against rejection, or will you act when you fall in love? When it's tough, will you give up, or will you be relentless? Will you be a cynic, or will you be a builder? Will you be clever at the expense of others, or will you be kind? Leaders almost always have to travel on a road that is never or less traveled, and that's why they are the leaders. If you think in his shoes, you will find the best deal for yourself. Rule of thumb: always give yourself twice as much time as you think you'll need to avoid 2:00-A.M.-why-did-I-come-to-college panic. Well, we have to end apartheid, for one, slow down the nuclear arms race, stop terrorism and world hunger. We have to provide food and shlter for the homeless and oppose racial discrimation and promote civil rights, while also promoting equal rights for women. We have to encourage a return to traditional moral values. Most importantly, we have to promote general social concern and less materialism in young people. FROM AMERICAN PSYCHO It's perhaps plausible that man believes other men who are obsessed with the sexuality of other men are themselves projecting away their own sexual desires. (Somewhere, out there, is another litter freak who'll love us, understand us, kiss our there odd heads and make it all better.) When we open ourselves You yourself to me and I myself to you When we submerge You into me and I into you When we vanish Into me you and into you I Then Am I me And you are you --<The Reader> And when you walked down the aisle I knew I'd married my soulmate, "the one". Time is a kind friend, he will make us old. The opposite of love is not hate. It's indifference. Everyone is a star and deserves the right to twinkle. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about. Earth teaches me to forget myself as melted snow forgets its life. Earth teaches me resignation as the leaves which die in the fall. Earth teaches me courage as the tree which stands all alone. Earth teaches me regeneration as the seed which rised in the spring. William Alexander People come in to your life and people leaves it...you just have to trust that life has a road mapped out for you. Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans. Life is all about taking risks to get what you want. Much could be heard in the quiet of the dawn. Was I to have never parted from thy side? As good have grown there still, a lifeless rib. Being as I am, why didst not thou, the head, Command me absolutely not to go, Going into such danger,as thou saidst? I guess it comes down to a simple choice:get busy living or get busy dying. Fear can hold you prisoner. Hope can set you free. A strong man can save himself. A great man can save another. There`s not a day goes by I don`t feel regret. Not because I`m in here, or because you think I should. I look back on the way I was then. Then a young, stupid kid who committed that terrible crime. I want to talk to him. I want to try and talk some sense to him, tell him the way things are. But I can`t. That kid`s long gone and this old man is all that`s left. I got to live with that. Rehabilitated? It`s just a bullshit word. So you go on and stamp your form, sorry, and stop wasting my time. Because to tell you the truth, I don`t give a shit. “I have no enemies and no hatred,” Ms. Ullmann read. “Hatred can rot away at a person’s intelligence and conscience. Enemy mentality will poison the spirit of a nation, incite cruel mortal struggles, destroy a society’s tolerance and humanity, and hinder a nation’s progress toward freedom and democracy. That is why I hope to be able to transcend my personal experiences as I look upon our nation’s development and social change, to counter the regime’s hostility with utmost goodwill, and to dispel hatred with love.” To err is human. The story can resume. Our story can resume. I will simply resume. The one I had been planning on that evening walk. I can become again the man who once cross the Surrey park at dusk in my best suit, swaggering on the promise of life. The man who, with the clarity of passion, made love to you in the library. The story can resume. I will return, find you, love you, marry you. And live without shame. Where I'm going, you can't follow. What I've got to do you can't be any part of. Ilsa, I'm no good at being noble. But it doesn't take much to see that the problems of three little people don't amount to a hill of beans in this crazy world. Someday you'll understand that. Now, now...Here's looking at you, kid. As an apple is not in any proper sense an apple until it is ripe, so a human being is not in any proper sense a human being until he is educated. Horace Mann My thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved I can live only wholly with you or not at all -Be calm my life, my all. Only by consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together. Oh continue to love me, never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved. Ever thine Ever mine Ever ours He probably was. Your problem is you don't understand what that word means. People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that's holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then they leave.And thank God for it. Your problem is, you just can't let this one go. It's over, Groceries. David's purpose was to shake you up, drive you out of that marriage that you needed to leave, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light could get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you had to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master and beat it. That was his job, and he did great, but now it's over. Problem is,you can't accept that this relationship had a real short shelf life. You're like a dog at the dump, baby - you're just lickin' at an empty tin can, trying to get more nutrition out of it. And if you're not careful, that can's gonna get stuck on your snout forever and make your life miserable. So drop it. Destiny, I feel, is also a relationship - a play between divine grace and willful self-effort. Half of it you have no control over; half of it is absolutely in your hands, and your actions will show measurable consequence. Man is neither entirely a puppet of the gods, not is he entirely the captain of his own destiny; he's a little of both. We gallop through our lives like circus performers balancing on two speeding side-by-side horses - one foot is on the horse called "fate", the other on the horse called "free will". And the question you have to ask every day is, Which horse is which? Which horse do I need to stop worrying about because it's not under my control, and which do I needto steer with concentrated effort? PR |
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